So this is the end, ... or is it a beginning

Well, she said don't call, don't text, don't email, don't anything, it was fun but now its over.

Speechless, I was. And then the phone went dead.

Its been nearly 6 days since we fought. She was cross, I was tired, she said I didn't communicate, I said I didn't need to (it was only 2 days), she said I hadn't placed her high enough on my priorities, and around and around we went.

I feel like a huge hole exists inside me, not sure what to do to fill it. Have done some big runs. A run of over an hour immediately after. A 2.25 hour run the next day, and staying up late so that I sleep.

I suppose it will take a few weeks to find myself again